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Breaking Skin

by RIKKI RAKKI

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1.
Bad News 03:20
All the news is bad news I’m turning off the radio Tripping over my shoes Trying to get out of hearing range Hear it through the speakers Reaching for your eardrums They’re preaching Armageddon But they’re all gonna tell you how to get to heaven All these words that haunt us When we let them leave us Soon there will be no one by your side to hear them Figured out in my head How to get there faster Straight into the future Fall into a black hole, You don’t have to try hard All these words that haunt us When we let them leave us All these frequencies that build up in between us Falling from our lips and filling up the silence Soon there will be no one by your side to hear them Figured out in my head How to get there faster Straight into the future Fall into a black hole, You don’t have to try at all
2.
Telling me your secrets, I don’t want to know Follow in your footsteps, I don’t want to go there anymore We’re filling in the blanks and measuring our tone But I don’t want to talk about this anymore Just want to trudge along the shore And find some place to be alone Walking through the city, walking til it hurts Walking til the light’s out, so no one sees my curse, but which is worse? Shadow's always in the background following me now The demon’s in the kitchen stirring up the first time we talked about it, There beside you crying on the couch Falling on the pavement, tripping up the stairs Spending all my paycheck to wash away my cares, but fair is fair Breaking skin again, but then it is such fragile packaging To hold a soul, when no one knows what all goes on below the surface Walking through the city, running through my mind Walk into the bar and no one is inside, but I don’t mind Brother’s on the phone and I’m spilling out my guts The conscience is a gun and I’m holding myself up To give my words and end this violence Or keep an introspective silence Falling in perpetual spiral I don’t want to talk about this anymore I don’t want to talk about this anymore I don’t want to talk about this anymore
3.
Steady Drip 04:57
Waiting on a freight train To take me backwards down the tracks again Hazy heads and loose lips Steady backpedal, sinking relationships Holy shit I’ve done it this time Tripped the switch, the steady drip wears down the wire In between a scream and silence If my eyes look tired, please don’t mention it Fake it til you make it and make do For heaven’s sake, the fresh wash smells of mildew Pillowcases hide the stain of the fever dream And waking nightmare And we wonder why we can’t sleep Holy shit I’ve really done it this time Tripped the switch, the steady drip wears down the wire In between a scream and silence If my eyes look tired, please don’t mention it Higher than the trees and climbing Inspired at the least, or at least I’m trying Hibernation is a tease for certain animals like me With these shaky knees So please don’t seek me when I’m hiding Waiting on a freight train To take me backwards down the tracks again Barreling boxcars keeping a heartbeat Parallel postulate, when will our lines meet?
4.
Crying at the crosswalk Crying by the brick wall Crying on the long walk Crying with the alcohol It’s alright, I don’t want to die I just want to know that I can cry Anywhere I wanna… anywhere I wanna Crying at the rock show Crying in the bathroom stall Crying by my damn self Crying at the merch table It’s alright, I don’t want to die I just want to know that I can cry Anywhere I wanna…anywhere I wanna Crying on the sidewalk Crying at the mini-mart Crying at the bar Crying in the Uber on my way home It’s alright, I don’t want to die I just want to know that I can cry It’s alright, I don’t want to die I just want to know that I can cry Anywhere I wanna…anywhere I wanna Please don’t talk to me, my driver, when I’m crying in the Uber Please don’t talk to me, my driver, when I’m crying in the Uber Please don’t talk to me, my driver, when I’m crying in the Uber on my way home Please don’t talk to me, my driver, when I’m crying in the Uber on my way home
5.
Grey 05:02
Grey over the city Casting us in iron, heavy with the season Awake in the fire, speaking with no reason Washed up on the shore Coming up for air to claim the things we care for Ocean spray and seafoam Loving where we come from Amazed at our own changes Craving to turn pages Back or forth depending Searching for ending or beginning I watched myself go down, like a fighter plane Remembered by the child who died once in the flame We’re all someone else, living someone else’s past life Wishing we were not Scared that they forgot us And the ocean washes most of it away Except the shit you can’t let go of And the saltwater you swallow Begs you to remember Moon casting us in shadow We’re all living someone else’s past life We are all just patterns in the night sky And at best we’re desperate children Set and cast in iron Running ring around the Rosie In the center of the city Trying to remember
6.
Glitch 02:59
I am my own best enemy and my worst friend And if you separate my pieces I’ll be whole again I will be there even if I don’t want myself there I am the chewing gum I spat in my own hair There is a glitch in the system The clock is flickering zeroes and ones A phantom itch in a phantom limb Recurring twitch in my weary eardrum And it’s a funny little feeling To keep waking from the same damn dream again And if the devil’s in the details This blurry vision keeps him hidden like an impulse There is a different part of me there That is nocturnal and that only breathes the night air I’m always ripping out the stitches But you can still see the hole from the needle The darned pieces keep on tearing In this same old habit I been wearing And I’m harvesting my own pain Swinging cynical sickle at a migraine And I’ll mash up all the pieces Til I can no longer recognize the faces And it’s a funny little feeling To keep waking from the same damn dream again And it’s a funny little feeling To keep waking from the same damn dream again And it’s a funny little feeling And it’s a funny little feeling And it’s a funny little feeling
7.
Pace 04:53
Oh I let it in against my will Oh I let it flow to feel the thrill It was so, right when I felt it in the wind In my bones, it always comes in with the wind It’s late, and everyone is heading home I wait, my heart is hanging on the phone Set pace, and fall into a steady step Set face, like flint and keep your head Insane, facing our demons in the cold It’s too late for some of us are growing old If you wait, it’ll grow out of your lawn If you say it out loud, it’ll be there from now on And so we wait, and sit here choking on the smoke Take pains, to laugh it all of with a joke Make waves, tossing the bottle to your lips In flames, it ain’t as painful when you’re lit
8.
Scarecrow 08:08
Stained teeth, cold breath Chapped lips, snapped twigs Under my boots, tripped on the roots Stay sane Don’t let me be remembered for this Scarecrow holding so still, in her sun-starched flannel She will do no harm, she will do no harm She will freeze in time, just a stark outline And when the sun shines… she’ll swing low, elbows ever folding To release the tension, that she’s holding All the strangers calling, all the men hollering Now they know, now they know To just leave her alone Born of thorn and thistle, hair shorn and bristled Limbs stiffen as they’re whistling Made my legs from twisted kindling Stuffed my head with sticks and dead leaves Doused the witch in gasoline Lit the wick and watched the flames climb Sickly crackling up my wooden spine Her body, funeral pyre Phoenix rising from the fire Scarecrow holding still, in her sun-starched flannel She’ll do no harm, she’ll do no harm, she'll do no harm She’ll freeze in time, she’ll freeze in time, just a stark outline And when the smoke clears, she’ll swing low, elbows ever folding To release the tension that she’s holding All the strangers calling, all the men hollering Now they know, now they know To just leave her alone
9.
Souls 05:38
Lo and behold I have still got a soul A collection of selves made of heavens and hells Loosely arranged, bits of memory and space Just a series of moments, serious and strange Now be good, we’ve been told Gotta think about our souls But we’ve got teeth and gotta eat Just like all animals And I still love you And I love myself too Wandering this way in my old old age Making marks on a page, still insisting it’s my name Strange as it sounds, it’s all written in the cloud Don’t you fret, for the internet never forgets And I won’t forget you If you’ll remember me too Pieces of twine hooking your heart up to mine Through the years we’ve been pressing tin cans up to our ears Lucky to find something lovely as a vine Climbing trellis and brick, and when we think it will not stick Each spring it reappears And I still love you And I still love you And I still love you

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released July 21, 2023

Erika Blatnik: Vocals, guitar, ebow, banjo, percussion, monkey drum
Matt Luger: Guitar, synth, saw, ebow, stylophone, percussion, background vocals
Jay Kole: Drums, percussion, Marvin, background vocals
Andy Brown: Bass, cello, mandolin, background vocals


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Written by Erika Blatnik
Arranged, produced and recorded by Rikki Rakki
Mixed by Matt Luger and Erika Blatnik
Mastered by Dan Millice

Copyright Rikki Rakki 2023

Artwork by Erika Blatnik

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RIKKI RAKKI Richmond, Virginia

Hazy-jangly, stargazey rock&roll from Richmond, VA.
Rikki Rakki is Erika Blatnik (vox/guitar), Matt Luger (guitar/keys), Andy Brown (bass), and Jay Kole (drums).

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